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Performance Pressure and the Diamond in the Manuscript

20130125-172029.jpgHave you ever finished writing a manuscript, and after months of blood, sweat, and tears, you realize that even after all that work, your story doesn’t look at all like you imagined it in your head? In fact, after a second glance, you’re sure a toddler temporarily overtook your brain and scribbled 400 pages of crayon doodles? Of course you have…you’re a writer. You’ve probably felt that way about everything you’ve ever written…like I have.

Up until this point in my writing “career,” that hasn’t mattered much. Mostly my readers have been friends and writing groups. I post fiction online too but even in that venue, readers are generally pretty forgiving. Not so with publishing industry professionals. There is very little room for mistakes and if you make them, they better be small. Tiny. Miniscule. Talk about pressure.

Getting in the (Publishing) Game

Over the next couple of weeks I’m preparing for my first writing contest ever. I’m talking the big deal with two rounds, multiple judges, announcement of the finalists at the next conference, and the final round judged by editors of major publishing houses. Yeah…that kind of scary.

It’s an exciting adventure to be sure, a thrill to imagine where it could lead. The final judge for my category is an editor at Free Press, an imprint of Simon & Schuster. Never before has every word, every period, and every character of my manuscript been under such scrutiny. Sometimes the anxiety to get it all right leaves me panic stricken. I only get one chance to put my best work in front of this woman who could potentially be my gateway into the holy land.

Previously, I’ve never had a reason to get this far into the process of editing. I guess I always imagined entering the chaos of the publishing world as something that would happen way down the road. Like, way down. I’ve taken my time, learning more about this, fiddling with that, but after five years of writing, getting critiqued, editing, and dreaming, it’s time to dive in, sink or swim. So despite my fear, I’m going through the first 20 pages of my manuscript with a fine-toothed comb. I’ve re-understood my characters, re-worked motivations, re-invented the details, and rewritten this novel so many times that I have more loose ends than the hem of grandma’s skirt.

Upping the Ante

Before I started this final-for-now edit, I had a long brainstorming session with my writing partners and nailed down what was working and what wasn’t, for better or worse. The time for flip-flopping has come and gone. And now, with that focus in mind, I’m sifting out the dirt and looking for the gems. And you know what? They are there. Actually, never before have they shined brighter. And I don’t think anything less than the pressure to perform at my best would have gotten me here.

I’m the ultimate perfectionist at heart, especially when it comes to my writing. I think every artist is that way. But putting myself in this position has taught me that I know more than I ever realized about who I am as a writer, what I want to bring to this ever expanding sea of literature, what my writing voice sounds like, what I can accomplish when I put my mind to it, and what process works best for me. The deadline and the stakes have forced me to stopped questioning myself and realize the truths that were already there, clouded by the uncertainty an unlimited time frame allows.

Get Out There

Do it. I know you’re scared. I know you don’t think you’re ready. Guess what–just like getting married and having kids–you’re never going to be ready. You learn as you go. Underneath all those scribbles is your story, and as soon as you trust yourself enough to find it, you will. Make the decision. Raise the stakes. And watch yourself rise to the occasion.

What’s holding you back from taking the next step? Or, what deadlines are you working toward? What steps have you taken that have forced you to grow as a writer?

Photo by Steve Jurvetson

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Write Your Heart Out

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NaNo is going full steam ahead. I know this because I’ve not heard or seen many of my writing friends since Thursday. Occasionally, one of them will pop onto Facebook or Twitter and announce their word count. I miss the excitement, the challenge andĀ camaraderie. Not to mention my competitive nature that rears its head. I opted not to do NaNo this year. I’m down to just needing a few thousand words to finish my manuscript. I don’t want any pressure or distractions right now. I’m so close.

So what’s a former NaNo winner, or any writer who’s not competing supposed to do while sitting on the sidelines? Write, of course. However, for those of us who miss the thrill, I’ve compiled a list of other sites with information about writing contests for the upcoming year.

These are in no particular order or genre. I’m not endorsing one contest over another. Please go to each website and read the rules carefully. Have fun, write well and good luck.

This is one of my favorite writing sites, period. Not only does it have a lot of great information, but you can also post query letters for critique, or even your first chapter for critique. I’ve got my first chapter posted there, but anyway, they have a forum for upcoming contests and conferences:

http://agentqueryconnect.com/index.php?/forum/43-aq-connect-conferences-contests/

This site is from Publisher’s Weekly:

http://www.pw.org/content/writing_contests_0?cmnt_all=1

This site is genre specific. It’s through Minotaur, an imprint of Macmillan:

http://us.macmillan.com/Content.aspx?publisher=minotaurbooks&id=4933

New Voice Young Writers. The deadline for this one is quickly approaching though:

http://newvoicesyoungwriters.com/

WritersViews offers a listing of various contests:

http://writersviews.com/writing-contests.php

Writer’s Digest offers various contests throughout the year:

www.writersdigest.com

Writers-Editors offers a list of approximately 1200 contests around the world.

http://www.writers-editors.com/Writers/Contests/contests.htm

There are many more to choose from. A lot of the major publishers offer contests through their various imprints and it might be worth your time to check their websites, along with your favorite writing sites. Ask your friends on Facebook, Twitter, SCBWI, or other professional organizations. NaNo may be the most popular and it’s now held three times a year. In June and August, there’s Camp NaNoWriMo and the regular competition in November. I hope you find a contest that suits your needs. Now, it’s back to my writing

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Posted by on November 5, 2012 in Contests, NaNoWriMo

 

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